Feeling weird

I fall in love with a girl 2 years ago

I call her out for devolop our feeling

I try second time after first

I fail to do it

I always busy on other things

I almost did't date her for a long period

I tried other choice

I think another plan

I spend money for her without notice her

I spend without thinking when i already lack of money

I send her flower without notice her who is the sender (just a nickname)

Now ... I m feeling weird ... why I did all this without notice her ?


I don't know how to tell her that the flower sender is me.


I just want her to happy ...


I don't like see her sad face ...


I want to protect her ...


I love her.

Comic fiesta 2010 [18 Dec 2010]

For this date event is too late for my blog ... cuz is too busy around end of 2010.

When year 2008, i had visit to Singapore for the year end event of anime festival.
I found that Singapore is less than KL Comic fiesta 2010 people.
CF2010 in KL this year placed at Berjaya Times Square ballroom.
Know it from other friends that CF always did event at KL Sunway Piramid.
May be this year at city center and easy to get here so that make the event venue full of human wall and very hard to move inside ... =.=

What inside ? Just same as any event of anime ...

anime stuff selling ... cosplay ... live contest ...

This time I did no borrow DSLR cuz it is too heavy to bring it whole day.
so i borrow my dad's small digital camera Nikon also ... get some worst photo ...

here some nice photo ... only ... ^^

DMC rock character Cosplayer in Japanese comic

My friend Yilun had take the contest and 1 of the artwork behind this BG

My friend Hunhoe had take the contest and 1 of the artwork behind this BG too ...

And this is 1 of my favourites character Arale from Japanese comic ^^ 

she is so cute

This event spend money less than last time to SG ... and very tired also when come back ... too ... XD

Next year, may be I will join again and take participal in contest.

New year ... did no feel so freshing anymore

For me, new year no more special ...
What I know just my Gardinie bread expired date on new year 1/1 ...

However, new year i also get some new thinking ...

I have my dream, just so simple ...
I want buy my dream car Mazda RX7 or RX8
I want buy my dream bike Aprilia RX125
I want buy my dreaam small and simple 2 storeys bungalow
I want get her ...
and i want help people (when i very rich lah ...)

I want fight for my dreams !!! GOGOGOGO !!!!

End of 2010 ... OMG ... what have I done ??!!?

End of last year, I set the target for this year ... think somebody may do like this too every year.

And in the end, I did nothing ... OMG one year already past but still nothing ...

may be should be learn from the book that I learn : When still young, try your best, do no waste your time or regret at last.

May be get a new job at the other place after resign.

But need keep money first ... 

I was reluctant to leave her ...

Ignore it all !!! I want upgrade myself again in the future ~~!!! that's all ~~

wrong !!!

If any body watch a series comedy named "The Big Bang Theory", a character in this comedy named Sheldon is a genius physicist.
He always anwser any question with from the angle of science, so his room mate or friends all very fear of him to make any crazy trouble with his "theory" explaination ...... is bother ...

One of my colleague is the person like that, he knows many things ... knowledgeable ... but use on the wrong place ... i'm very dissapointed with asking he a stupid question scene i m confused about my future ...
"How to improve my confidence har ?"
and then I hear many-many of examples only but no the option to solve my problem ...
I m very timid ...

I need a lot of courage !!!

Anybody can help me ?

Tronoh, the village of movie's "Ice Kacang Puppy Love (初恋红豆冰)" background.

I'm start driving around 4:30am morning on Wednesday.

After Juru tol, Bukit Merah rest area less of selling food ... cause of Puasa now ... ok nevermind I buy Gardinie bun at Esso. And then continue driving ... after tunnel I almost feel into sleep because of slowly driving when climbing hill with my old car.

Until the Tol again and out to Ipoh north exit, the sky still dark, it;s 6 am.

I start driving through the old highway, and cross many of small town area.
I see many of parent bring their child to school by motobike.

After crossing a place called "Pusing", I saw the signboard with the text "Tronoh" and with arrow that turn right, I feel little bit success, "yes! I found it!".

I though Tronoh os big and hard to find the place, but when I enter the main street is just straight, and I very easy find it for just 1 minute after driving in.

The old buiding wall, the old street, and the cafe shop that's all are very village feel, and the others car are drive slowly.

A peaceful feeling village

The wall that always seem in the movie

A old bus station symbol plate behind the cafe shop, it's still working?

Less vehicles and very quite village

I parking my car in front a empty shop, it's opposite the cafe shop in the movie.
I started take photo around the place by walking around.

After that, I buy go into the cafe shop buy 2 chinese BAO(bun) with the boss, and ask him is here the place that last time "Aniu" came here take this cafe shop as background of movie, the boss says that it's already last year, there take this place around 14 days for movies shooting.

And after that the Boss says that before me, already got people from Penang came here visit his shop, and some of them come with group by group. And the boss ask me why me just alone? I think i will bring my lover if she like but now I'm single ... @#$%& ...

After get aprove from boss to shooting photo inside the cafe shop, I start to find the every intresting corner which happen in the movie. The boss looks like know using digital camera, he ask me about ISO ... wow ... and he say he search 2 peoples facebook that uploads the photo of his cafe shop ... woooow ...
In the end I catch a photo for boss in front the counter.

 The cafe shop

The movie poster with signature of "Aniu" and other actors.

This part of table beside window have the funny story in the movie.

This is the staircase that Gary fall down, XD ...

That's me ^^

The place for brew coffee

He is the owner of this Shop ... aiya! forgot ask him Mr ?

When I went out from cafe shop, I see the sun going up, feel that after this will be a nice weather whole day ... so I start continue my journey to Batu Gajah and Kellie Castle ... to be continue ^^

need improve myself ^^

I suddenly realize need to improve my life expierience.

So I decided to clear my leaves and take sometime to travel around Malaysia.

Will borrow my small brother Nikon D3000 and bring also my LOMOcam catch photo there.

After national day, is the begin of the travel. ...... coming soon.