crazy facebook ... ???lalalala ...... =.+||

some people say me crazy with facebook ... erm ... i think ok nia lah ...
I think other people more crazy than me that everyday everytime every minutes also thinking about facebook wherever any location there are.
As someone got laptop is more easy to open facebook at outdoor and also as i know mobile facebook ??? <-- (forget the name ,some meaning of this lah ..)
If wanna talk about what comment about facebook for me ?
My anwser is facebook is somekind of connecting our friends with all the time although no need go out. Its a bit lazy for someone who knows as game kaki.
As facebook's games, I started play with pet society, restaurant city, farm ville, my empire and frontier ville ... although it is a simple or small game but its also connected friends to help each others. I know it is fun playing online games with friend but too many games playing together will wasting time after work ...(for me lah).
my colleague really crazy with facebook games only but does't use the facebook main function (sharing bla bla bla thing)...... =.=||
Even if i know it is wasting time but i still on going with 3 main games that will no taking too much time such as restaurant city, farm ville and frontier ville.
lalala ...... my gundam model still got lot to do but lazy and focus on playing computer games ... shit ~ I need throw away lazy worm and more active outdoor ~ !

I dream after 10 years

 Some virus will affect whole world while Malaysia going to Wawasan 2020.

That is a bad year, it won't be happy future if my dream became true.

Sad story

Plan to resign, run away from this shit job.

Run away from trouble, I just don't want to waste my time.

I starter feel times getting fast year by year.

Best wishes for myself,

Pls don't died in that virus future.

我很废

不知道是不是我被另一个曾经废过的人影响，导致我现在总觉得自己很超级废。
对陌生人的面对态度变得胆小了。
我很想轻松过日子，就算是普通工作过日子。
现在有个每天都让我过得很不自然的包袱，都不知道该如何放下来，如果贸然的放下来，又不知道会发生什么事。
最近，总觉得，呆在公司还比较开心。
我有点后悔选择了这条路，浪费了很多时间在不实际的事情上，虽然有一些是好的回忆，但是浪费的地方太多，跟我当初想的完全面目全非。
现在过日子就像开着水的水龙头，就让它流个不停然后一直找不到开关在那里 ...

希望我盼望的日子可以逐渐的实现，实在是不敢那么贪心一次过来到完。

Respect to the old

Today, I found that I admire for the elderly.
A old cleaner that work at my company (Indian) come back work after she took a long vacation of sick (I guess, I m no sure).
She really dedicated for her job, she say that the temporarily cleaner no really clean up our working enviroment.The temporarily cleaner are young and I remember got 1 of them body odor make people vomit ...=..=


My grandmother are very good temper, even who did something wrong she also never scold anyone and forgive them.
I love my grandmother when I still small until now. And I m the 1st grandson of her. Now she stay at my home with my Mom and Dad at night only because we had to take care of her, she is already 79 years old this year.
When I get back to my home she will like to tell me some story of the pass like the part of world war and story of my father still young. I m enjoy with the story while my mother feel boring but me not, I just want try to understand my grandmother more.

My maternal grandmother live at a village of fisherman.
She looks so strong when she take care of nine children grow up (include my Mom).
My grandfather is a fisherman when young (already pass away), there 2 support the big family until the end. I m very proud of them.
Grandmother love every grandson, she also worried every son and daughter who live at other state and seldom visit her.
Grandmother smile are very nice looking like briliant (describe in chinese =.=).
Everytime I visit her she will welcome us with the briliant smile that I like. (Chinese like to say: smile until see the teeth could no see the eye ^^)
And everytime we visit we will get some sea stuff that she order for us.

 My maternal grandmother say goodbye with 

my family when 2nd day of CNY 2010

Respect to the old person, whatever who did no had blood link with you , there are more life experience than you.

Please don hate me ......

Suddenly I really-really wanna go back the past that I regret.

I m very afraid of my friends ... or either somebody who know about me ... hate me!

I m very sad that I suddenly know someone hate me (I think) in the past and now I know it.

Last week I recieved a message from Facebook, a friend that I could no imagine that she will initiative add me.

I very suprise that she live a message that she say she really hate me long time ago but now not. I m really very happy to hear that.

About my Ex-girl friend, I also very afraid for her hate me until now.

I think will be friends after break up ... but seems she does no ...

She suddenly delete me in FB acc ...... I don't know why, is it she hate me again?

I am very upset, don't know why I still take care about she ...... shit!!!

I am so hard to throw away ... shit shit shit !!!

Yesterday when I drive through many place that got the memories with her, I m very suprise that why I still remember so clear ...

I cannot go to BM already ... shit! Everytime I cross BM my mind will replay the scene from the past with her ......

Is it better that I going to other place to get a new life ... ?

Bitter melon ~~~

Is very weird that I suddenly write a blog with the food that I don't like.
YA! Is Bitter melon !!! Now are growing  very lush beside my house!
Accually I just don't like the taste when it's already cook with egg and put on table as main food eat with rice.
I just like this kind of plant! It grow up quickly and very powerfull with climbing up around and " attack" others plant by wrap around their body ...... Invincible!
A flower grow before the bitter melon are beautiful and very robust.
Here come the image that I take for my bitter melon's flower~

I like this type of combination in plant ... ^^

Wall paint

End of last year, I create something in my house.
My father whim that want make something different in our house for Chinese New Year.
So that I propose an idea that I learn from working experience.
I took a ladder climb up and brush ... brush ... brush ...
Spend time 5 hours +

Result:

 When I finish it is already dark outside ...

And more with some deco ... (XD)

 My sister online with my WALL ... XD

 My little brother jump over my WALL ... XD

 

That's all ... XDXDXD