Please don hate me ......

Suddenly I really-really wanna go back the past that I regret.

I m very afraid of my friends ... or either somebody who know about me ... hate me!

I m very sad that I suddenly know someone hate me (I think) in the past and now I know it.

Last week I recieved a message from Facebook, a friend that I could no imagine that she will initiative add me.

I very suprise that she live a message that she say she really hate me long time ago but now not. I m really very happy to hear that.

About my Ex-girl friend, I also very afraid for her hate me until now.

I think will be friends after break up ... but seems she does no ...

She suddenly delete me in FB acc ...... I don't know why, is it she hate me again?

I am very upset, don't know why I still take care about she ...... shit!!!

I am so hard to throw away ... shit shit shit !!!

Yesterday when I drive through many place that got the memories with her, I m very suprise that why I still remember so clear ...

I cannot go to BM already ... shit! Everytime I cross BM my mind will replay the scene from the past with her ......

Is it better that I going to other place to get a new life ... ?

Bitter melon ~~~

Is very weird that I suddenly write a blog with the food that I don't like.
YA! Is Bitter melon !!! Now are growing  very lush beside my house!
Accually I just don't like the taste when it's already cook with egg and put on table as main food eat with rice.
I just like this kind of plant! It grow up quickly and very powerfull with climbing up around and " attack" others plant by wrap around their body ...... Invincible!
A flower grow before the bitter melon are beautiful and very robust.
Here come the image that I take for my bitter melon's flower~

I like this type of combination in plant ... ^^

Wall paint

End of last year, I create something in my house.
My father whim that want make something different in our house for Chinese New Year.
So that I propose an idea that I learn from working experience.
I took a ladder climb up and brush ... brush ... brush ...
Spend time 5 hours +

Result:

 When I finish it is already dark outside ...

And more with some deco ... (XD)

 My sister online with my WALL ... XD

 My little brother jump over my WALL ... XD

 

That's all ... XDXDXD

Last chrismas

Last chrismas is the most boring chrismas that I have in my life.
That day I just sit at home watch computer and playing the old "siez siez" game ...

NO PROGRAM lah ......

Even chrismas pun I no back to hometown ... cuz I can bet my hometown more boring than here.

A deco style chrismas tree under a hot blue sky in front GAMA, Penang.

Even is chrismas, western country are winter, BUT HOW DARE here hot as boil water ...

anxious with finding girl friend ...

 Penang Hard Rock hotel

Last year September when got a free weekend, I took a look for a new opening hotel at Penang, it's Hard Rock hotel there, nice place for a couple come here to bring up mood.

When I walk over seaside, a beautiful sunset make me stay over there for a while, and I can see a couple playing parachute together.

I fell into an illusion for a while ... (XD) and I wake up from fantasy and take a photo, but sun already goes down ...... how could ...

 seaside sun goes down

I feel envy, but I think I still unable to take care girl friend, a very pain lesson already learn long time ago that I cannot get a girl friend simply. I must have some achievement to make me more confidence to be a girl's nice man.

Take photo ah ... pity that I more like Lomo style ...

Also pity that I still keep money for purchase a lomo camera, favourite lomo such as LC-A, Diana-F or Blackbird are my lovely stuff and effects.

Before get a Lomo cam, what I have is just a camera lens build in cell phone, how poor do I ... muahahaha ... [crazy], just ... learning snap photo by using it, already the best for me, 3.1 megapixels ... no bad la ...

Start my journey with this long period NON-active blog

Since 2007 I create this blog as my place for share anything meet in my life.
But I almost forget this nice blog system as my web HOME.
2010, now start with MAY, still fresh to write anything new, maybe I will bring back old thing to share over here.

Enjoy~