Just realize that I m super busy in 2025

Obviously I can't imagine that 2025 just gone in a blink. 

Lot of thing need to do keep delayed in this year, and still, not yet done. 

I m too concentrate on working in 2025, didn't take a holiday at all whole year. 

And finally, in December of 2025, I got bad condition in health problem.

My throat got bad infection, take whole month to cured.

My blood pressure getting higher, I start to feel bad sometimes almost faint while stress.

I m lack of exercise for long time, my heart getting weak.

I can't continue life like this, I need make some change.

First, plan every meal, lucky that I didn't care lot about eat, once it can fill my belly that is good food.

Second, get working on my body, I started fast walking from beginning 2026 while I reach home from office at 1930. Almost a month that I drawing path on map using apps, now is getting good that I got little by little improve my stamina, but still far away from marathon level, and that's my target.

Third, sleep early, I keep forget time at night cause I really love midnight quite environment cause this can make me concentrate very good and accidently I work until 2 or 3am, and I gotta wake up on 7 next morning, that's mean I lack of sleep.

Now just step in February, almost Chinese New Year again, got more relax time on this month.

After CNY will get a full body check to make sure everything in control.

Hope getting good in future, for all, for whole human mankind.

Just having patch on my tooth this morning that pain me few months.

Time flies

Bad thing that too concentrate on working, I didn't realize that this year flies extremely fast.

As I mention "might take a long leave from my company" from last post ... 

I think that's impossible again this year.

Main problem is lack of money.

Is so struggle to afford a house with my current income.

I got saving every month, but that just a little bit of money.

Just because almost every month got some extra expense on car repair, roof repair etc.

>I can't escape this vicious cycle.

Mom keep asking me when to marry my girlfriend.

Or though my girl friend didn't care a lot marry or not, she just like to keep current relation together.

Ya ....... I didn't plan to have a kid anymore, even I quite love playing with kids.

Money is everything now days.

Life is hard.

Almost 40 years old man.

But still, life goes on.>

( ' v ' )

Step in 2025 just like normal day as usual

 Getting aged, just feel nothing surprise anymore for new year.

May be I m just too busy, too concentrate on my job, even forgot to apply leaves to enjoy some travel.

Time getting fast as aged, earn money getting hard, my new house still no yet done renovate.

Just hope I can move in my new house in 2025.

May be I m too concentrate on working, I lost many interest motivation on my hobbies.

This is bad, getting less thing to reduce stress, just feel lost something inside me.

I decide this year might take a long leave from my company, enjoy good travel as earn some fresh experience and memories.

Ya ... nothing to say more, just post something here, that a man sit in his own room in Saturday afternoon,  lack of mood to do anything.

Hope world peace,  see-ya

Worry about our world, our future, everything getting worst

The current situation on this days, everything happen on this world are getting worst.

I m very hurt when I read about the news happen in London, 3 kids pass away because of crazy killer.

This make me remember every news in the pass about kids pass away because of crazy human.

I use to be no any feeling about kids, but now days I changed.

Just because now days living with a kid in my house, my niece.

She just 4 years old when I m writing this.

Somehow read a lot kids incident news, I keep worry on her everything.

She quite love to play with me, sometime quite annoying me but still, she just a kid.

Alright

Move on another worst thing I worry about.

War.

I know that is far from my place, but this actually affect a lot this world on finance and economy.

I quite worry about my income, I still need pay loan on my house.

No matter Ukraine vs Russia, or Palestine vs Israel, I just hope them stop.

Those innocent people are getting killed everyday.

Let those soldier home sweat home.

Politics are dirty, we don't need jump in the mud pool with those dirty politician.

Everyone need live peacefully.

Somehow I m get rid of religion.

I believe mostly people didn't totally understand their own religion.

There just believe those invisible power of their own religion can help them get rid of everything worst. But for me, I m just believe in myself, or learning from relationship.

I hold my destiny by myself, I responsibility on every decision I made.

No more blame everything no more OMG.

Just try to solve the problem ASAP once shits happen.

Just because I feel, religion cause lot of worst thing happen in history.

I still have hope for this world.

Hope for world peace.

The local KFC may disappear in future

 I can't really say I love to eat Kentucky Fried Chicken, but is really worth to taste.

Fried chicken actually is not a food for everyday.

But for party or somehow celebrate something or some special moment, I might choose bucket of fried chicken from KFC.

Also, KFC is my first ever fast food in my life, I still remember in day of 1990, I having dinner in KFC for the first time.

But in this year, our country had some activities that boycott everything from USA, almost half year this happen and still hot situation.

However some merchant immediately respond  to have more promotion and change their path to survive in this situation.

KFC actually facing some problem of management several years, so the quite late make respond on this situation and facing critical finance problem, currently already shutdown lot of franchise branch.

Luckily, the most nearby my house KFC still survive, I decided to have some support on weekend that having my lunch takeaway.

I can't predict the future, I don't know how long KFC will survive in Malaysia, so I should cherish while KFC still they.

Sad.

Hope everything get well, NO WAR, WORLD PEACE.

Waiting my take away in weekend morning

This order machine just added currently

Fried chicken, wraps, burgers, some drinks ...

2024 is a super busy year, late update

 Yes, just beginning of 2024, I keep work overtime many weeks until May.

This make me feel that 2024 just speed up time flow.

Just in a blink of an eye, almost half year pass.

I think, as elder as my ages, this much obvious feel.

Just Chinese New Year,  my old high school classmate had pass away, Rest in peace lady .

I started think about my life, how much time I left.

But after this I keep busy with a bunch of work task and didn't think about that negative thought.

Sometime, keep busy is just a kind of pull everything back to my normal path.

Also, because I keep busy, I still unable to move in my new house.

Didn't have much time to tidy up and arrange everything of my new house.

Oh ya, just beginning of May, one of my colleague resign, she had been work in this company for 10 years, this is just surprising and some sort of sad for us, after this our work will much more busier.

I really hope to have a holiday, but I can't run away from my responsibility think.

That's bad.

Today I hurt my knee while repairing my leaking roof.

Also I just build up my solid wood bed rack, that is nice, I love solid wood furniture.

Hope I can move in this year, hope......

I hope I still able to write anything after this ......

That's all

Left a note in last day of 2023

 Finally, the last day of 2023.

Conclusion of this year: I m lazy, my body get worst, lack of exercise , didn't get more income this year.

And again, I got 2nd time covid19 this year, feel worst that week.

My new  house still not move in yet.

My new house kitchen still raw yet.

Everything is getting expensive.

But income didn't increase much.

I drink a lot tea this year than coffee, I think this is good.

I buy a lot of cups and mugs this year, feel like I got new hobby that collect cups.

I more enjoy every entertainment this year than working freelance.

That's mean I spend more than earn.

May be I feel too stress.

Some sort of stress that almost getting 40 ?

I don't know, but I try to do better everything, include my life.

But this world is not that simple.

Hope everything get well in 2024.

That's all. 😁

After left this note, just realize the sky is gotta rain I should go get my bed sheet inside.