End of 2010 ... OMG ... what have I done ??!!?

End of last year, I set the target for this year ... think somebody may do like this too every year.

And in the end, I did nothing ... OMG one year already past but still nothing ...

may be should be learn from the book that I learn : When still young, try your best, do no waste your time or regret at last.

May be get a new job at the other place after resign.

But need keep money first ... 

I was reluctant to leave her ...

Ignore it all !!! I want upgrade myself again in the future ~~!!! that's all ~~

wrong !!!

If any body watch a series comedy named "The Big Bang Theory", a character in this comedy named Sheldon is a genius physicist.
He always anwser any question with from the angle of science, so his room mate or friends all very fear of him to make any crazy trouble with his "theory" explaination ...... is bother ...

One of my colleague is the person like that, he knows many things ... knowledgeable ... but use on the wrong place ... i'm very dissapointed with asking he a stupid question scene i m confused about my future ...
"How to improve my confidence har ?"
and then I hear many-many of examples only but no the option to solve my problem ...
I m very timid ...

I need a lot of courage !!!

Anybody can help me ?