Life is hard // Should I diary myself on youtube ?

A small flower grow out from crack beside my new purchase house car porch

Sometimes I feel uncomplete for just write something on this platform.

My literature skill and grammar are worse as u can see on this post or previous.

So I plan to record speaking video on myself to record everything I feel on that moment, to check whether is it I need some psychology therapy and get back my easy lost past memories.

What language should I speak is the main problem.

Or just mix them together I think.

Cause I didn't do this for audience just for myself.

And try to avoid to see my face.

Ya, I m no that good looking just and an ordinary Asian.

Once I done might make another post on here, even here totally no view at all.

"Siok sendiri"

That's all, bye, chibye

A challenge to build my own nest from empty

 Well, I get the key to enter my new house on last week.

And first thing need to do is searching for renovation consultant.

And bad thing is, step in September, lot of construction already beginning due to done renovation before next Chinese New Year, I'll been late on this.

Luckily found a renovate consultant yesterday, he immediately came over to take some measurement and work on quotation.

Also, plan to build myself for some part as I can, cause lag of budget ...

Exciting to have new living environment on next year.

Hopefully can done move in before next Chinese New Year.

I bought a house

After few years searching finally I decided the first property choosen.

Single story landed house with small space beside.

Is a semi-detach house.

Location in a small town but near the expressway exit.

Is not a new property, this property almost 30 years but still looks good.

Now every document and payment had been done and just wait for keys from lawyer.

Finally I got my own secret base.

Yeah 

Finally my turn [I infected covid19]

A normal day that going office and home without go anywhere, I infected.

My throat feel pain and flu heavy.

This is really bad time to get infected cause my work task is just a lot and all urgently deadlines ...

Soon I get well in about 5 days.

3 days checked positive and other all negative. 

My mom and brother's wife also infected,  we don't know where we infected from.

But luckily all member didn't get worse and cure fast.

This is really bad, hopefully whole world get free from corona virus early.

I still waiting to travel again.

Peace

年齡 - 經歷 - 改觀

*Random photo somewhere near my house

2022了，老實説我一直在延遲結婚的打算

每次想起結婚的念頭，耳邊都會響起朋友的話語：要好好考慮這個選擇啊

不知道是不是交往多年，感覺開始理解所謂七年之癢這類話題

她也沒有催結婚這回事

倒不如説她對於結婚這回事比較佛心，甚至沒有任何打算

關於我自己的未來計劃，是創造自己心儀的房子

在建築設計行業多年，多多少少都有憧憬設計獨特的住家給自己住

然後退休養老

人也就這樣過一生了

小時候還打算過個完美的人生

直到結婚年齡才知道，這一點都不簡單

一切都是錢

我把錢看得太不重要了，導致我現在都沒什麽存款

今年是虎年，正好又是本命年

在上個本命年時完全沒有想到下一個本命年是那麽煎熬的度日

呵呵

這些年看到不少親戚和朋友提早離開世界，多少都有些改變了我的心境

更加珍惜擁有的一切，人走了帶不走此生的物質

購物欲望也減低了不少，存款在疫情開始慢慢儲蓄起來

希望可以早些完成夢想：住進自己精心設計的夢幻屋

2022 好好生活，共勉之