Time flies

Bad thing that too concentrate on working, I didn't realize that this year flies extremely fast.

As I mention "might take a long leave from my company" from last post ... 

I think that's impossible again this year.

Main problem is lack of money.

Is so struggle to afford a house with my current income.

I got saving every month, but that just a little bit of money.

Just because almost every month got some extra expense on car repair, roof repair etc.

>I can't escape this vicious cycle.

Mom keep asking me when to marry my girlfriend.

Or though my girl friend didn't care a lot marry or not, she just like to keep current relation together.

Ya ....... I didn't plan to have a kid anymore, even I quite love playing with kids.

Money is everything now days.

Life is hard.

Almost 40 years old man.

But still, life goes on.>

( ' v ' )

Step in 2025 just like normal day as usual

 Getting aged, just feel nothing surprise anymore for new year.

May be I m just too busy, too concentrate on my job, even forgot to apply leaves to enjoy some travel.

Time getting fast as aged, earn money getting hard, my new house still no yet done renovate.

Just hope I can move in my new house in 2025.

May be I m too concentrate on working, I lost many interest motivation on my hobbies.

This is bad, getting less thing to reduce stress, just feel lost something inside me.

I decide this year might take a long leave from my company, enjoy good travel as earn some fresh experience and memories.

Ya ... nothing to say more, just post something here, that a man sit in his own room in Saturday afternoon,  lack of mood to do anything.

Hope world peace,  see-ya