Death topic keep show up to me this few years

 I keep facing the death, relative elder death, old friends death, same age celebrity's death ...

I keep thinking about what happen after the end of me.

I keep thinking, nothing left after I gone.

No any prove that I existed.

When I gone, how about my collection stuff ?

When I gone, my precious memories all gone ?

When I gone, any relative will miss me ?

I started think I might left something, perhaps like some life photo, some notes, some memories notes.

I know as a human being, getting old will make u forget everything.

So I started to plan, I will write down my whole life memories as much as possible, at here, this platform.

Even there is no any visitor here.

But at least I left something on internet database.

I think I might write from my earliest memory as I can remember.

I have lot of awkward childhood memories, this might became my book title if I wish.

Some share memories with sibling, sister, brothers, they might already forgot but I still remember some details while play with them in childhood times.

What a good memories even there is some bad thing happen sometimes.

At the end, I will say I might became lazy again about this plan.

But I try to write it down as much as I can, for real.

Good luck for everyone who work hard for better life.

Oh ya, my English actually no that good for describe some details, so I will write in Chinese.

Probably next month will done chapter 1, or may be prologue ...

See ya.

Grandma & me at Kampung Baru, town of Lunas, Kedah state, Malaysia

(Photo taken in 1987)